[video]
[video]
I seriously hate the concept of finals. its like we work super hard to keep our grade as high as possible and we get a final that could drop our grade one full letter if we screw up. Like what if its one of those bad days yknow? what if its a time that we just happen to burn out, all the hard work we put in just goes down the drain. Sure some people would be like “well if you put in all that hard work before, where’d it go?” or like “if you worked so hard you should’ve known everything?”
BUT SOMETIMES WE JUST BLANK OUT
and it sucks because ONE simple mistake could cost us months of effort and that would just be unfair.
like…last year i had a final. We had to study multiple outlines and everyone just happened to study one more than i had and that was the one that got pick. I basically got like a D/C- on it but i was lucky…it was my lowest grade and it got dropped even though it was in fact a final (mid-term actually but w/e)
but yeah….just a rant
I honestly hate when adults make me feel like such an idiot when i’m doing something that I, IIIIIII knew about and knew how to use FIRST! it’s just like WTF YOU FREAKING ADULT I KNOW MORE ABOUT THIS FUCKING THING THAN YOU! D<
It also really stresses me out when they make you look for something like a picture on facebook or w/e and you loooook and loooook and loooook using their half ass explanations and they expect you to find it.
Sometimes i wish i could just stop the clock and freeze a moment in time, because some moments are just so amazing i wish it could last forever.
Like the last moment you see your childhood best friend before she moves away. Or the last moment you see a family member before the pass. Or a moment where the person love says i love you back and truly means it.
Countless things, that are treasured should last forever right? So what if we all had to power to just pause time and treasure that moment just a little bit longer than we can right now? Would that change anything? Would it make use feel worse or better?
Because some points in time i wish i could just have a remote control for my life, because when times get tough sometimes i just don’t have the strength to get over it. Because everyone is weak sometimes right? everyone is allowed to be vulnerable once in a while right?